finally

okay, got my financial aid check tonight when i got home and went for the mail.

this is great news. previously, i was basically paying off credit card bills. with this check, i'm finally going to be 1 step away from getting everything cleared.

i have the rest of my tv to pay off. which is still some time. thank god i get interest free untill august of 09. so it's a month to month thing. i'll be applying for financial aid again next term and that should help me clear everything up.

i'm want to be debt free, and i'm very close to it.

can't wait.

fantasy basketball

okay, since my fantasy basketball league in Yahoo is stinking up the joint, i signed up for fantasy basketball in CBS sportsline.

live draft and i think i drafted pretty well. although, not as good as i should have drafted. anyways, here is my line up.

Active Roster -

Kobe Bryant
Derek Fisher
O.J. Mayo
Beno Udrih
LaMarcus Aldridge
Nick Collison
Josh Howard
Emeka Okafor
Samuel Dalembert
Andrew Bynum

Bench / Reserve Players -

Raefer Alston
Yi Jianlian
Andres Nocioni

congrats JEAN!!!

okay, feeling pretty good. helped a class mate write an essay paper. she needed to get a really good grade so she can sign up for English 1A.

she just got the results and it was an A paper. i'm glad. i like helping out others. so at least this is some of the brighter news in my life these days.

will write some more later.

retracts statement

write some stuff that perhaps i shouldn't have. maybe it was out of anger, maybe it was just stupid.

waiting is hard, needed to vent, but sorry for the words.

the most sorry one is not you, but me. i'm the one that is evil and bad and everything else. if there was a hell right now, i'd be in it, the deepest part.

the future ahead of you is bright and shiny, do not think that the life and path you are on is a sorry or sad one. it's not.

i walk down that road, and not you. understand that deep inside me, everything that went on and happened, you are still there, reminding me of everything and why i cared for you.